yeah..

Make up your mind take me or leave me ( Read more... )

Okay, here it goes.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Good News:
Had a doctor appointment today.
Jan. 17th= GOOD DAY! <3 ( Read more... )

yeah. sweet. i don't care now.

So much has happened, since the last time I updated ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's been about.. a long time since I've updated this. A lot has happened/ is happening. I'm not gonna go into details, because somethings are better left unsaid. In some cases ( Read more... )

blah. i didnt have to work today which made me really happy. when i clocked out last night i had 34.56 hours. and im working saturday 4-10. so thats 40 hours again! i miss those checks. well today, nothing really exciting happened. i came home and my gram and aunt where here.. brought movies back, then came home and took a nap. a nice 4 hour nap. ( Read more... )

This is completely worth it. Seriously, two weeks is going to do a lot.
You will see what I mean. Two weeks is nothing to what we have.
Thank you for understanding as much as you did,
and thank you for giving me that chance to prove to you.

Seriously, i would give anything now,
just know that tomorrow,
i could be with Doug. But now,
i have to sit here in pain and all i can do is just cry.
I seriously had fallen head over heels for him, and

I seriously knew that i loved him without any questioning.

he made me feel
so good, and always made me happy.
I couldn't have asked for anything ( Read more... )

i miss my boyfriend.. i hate missing him, seriously, like if we don't talk for 5 hours, i always feel like somethings wrong, but i know nothing is. ahhh, i hate it. but i miss him, and of course hes my best friend, so its all good :O)