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[ximperfectgrlx]

Every now and again
I torture myself
With your memory
Ive cried almost every sleepless night
This week
Big heavy sobs
Ugly nose blowing

I tell myself its a healthy release
But there is nothing sane about
Any of this

I continue to lie to myself
In hopes of preserving my own dignity

But

It always has been
& always will be
Bigger than me

I comfort myself
Knowing that

Comments

[joifulgirl]

I still think about mine too. It’s been twenty one years since I’ve seen him. It will never end.

Love you always.

[ximperfectgrlx]

Never!! 14 plus years & im still like this!? Ooof! Im embarrassed! Love you! So much!! 🥰