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Aug 27, 2006 14:08

I cant go back to sleep. drank last night with jeana(gf) and wasnt the best bf and she ended up mad at me at the night of the night. and now she is mad at me again. why the fuck am i so sensitive?? i hate it, i take everything to heart. every little thing bothers me.and its the worst feeling in the world. i feel like im going to drive her away from ( Read more... )

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Hey boo peeonahentree September 4 2006, 18:42:04 UTC

Hey my dear, I know exactly how you feel. Most relationships are like yours. There is always one person who does way more than the other, that's me. I couldn't take it anymore though. You might be able to withstand the neglect, but after it happening to me twice i have realized I am worth more. I see all the relationships around me and every single one of them is how you described. One always seems to care more. That may be the case until you find someone who is on yer level and they might just be the one. They say opposited attract, they might attract but it doesn't mean they work. Just make your decisions to make you happy J rock be selfish for once.

Re: Hey boo ximportfreakx September 5 2006, 05:59:38 UTC

Yeah, its just my last serious relationship was straight 50/50 we were always showing each other affection and always cared about each other and always tried so hard to cheer each other up. and now its like i get none of that in return but yet i give soo damn much, iono i have such strong feelings for her and dont want to give up..but sometimes i do. sometimes its like why am i trying? what am i getting out of this? ya know. i think the problem is i was/have been trying way too hard and now instead of appreciating it, she just expects it.like she thinks im gonna wait on her hand and foot and always be there to comfort her. so i need to just find a good balance of putting my foot down and not showing feelings but yet be affectionate here and there. make her work for it pretty much. if it keeps getting worse and i keep being more down than happy like im starting to be, then i gotta say bye and move on,although i know itll be so hard. its not worth it to me. thank you! i need to be selfish for once, im always trying so hard for the other ( ... )