Wow shit just sucks right now :-( im ending my relationship asap. ive had enough, its dead and needs to be ended. i know i was gonna end it about a month ago but we decided to work things out, although i worked out my end of the deal and what a suprise she did jack shit. also more thigns were added into the mix that i wont mention but they arent ( Read more... )

So yeah, lately things feel like they have gone to shit. my relationship is falling apart and i dont know how much long i can keep doing this. everything changed, she changed.i care too much and she doesnt care enough. i feel like im invisible to her. like im just there, like she isnt all happy and excited to be with me like she used to be. im just ( Read more... )

I cant go back to sleep. drank last night with jeana(gf) and wasnt the best bf and she ended up mad at me at the night of the night. and now she is mad at me again. why the fuck am i so sensitive?? i hate it, i take everything to heart. every little thing bothers me.and its the worst feeling in the world. i feel like im going to drive her away from ( Read more... )

I seriously think im going to just dissapear from the public for awhile. i need some time to just get away and get shit straight with myself. i havent been myself lately.

Good god i havent been on this site in forever!! well as usual. So hows everybody been? Updates anyone? dont feel like looking through pages and pages of entrys. im a lazy son of a bitch.

I feel like shit right now.depressed as fuck.Feel like just ignorning everybody and just sitting in my room for a week, no ims, no txting, no phone calls.I dont want to do anything for the next week except mess with my car and get it ready for the orlando meet where i can be happy.oh yeah, im done trying to find a decent girl, none exist except for ( Read more... )

Good god it feels like forever since ive written in this damn thing! i havent even looked at lj in so damn long its not even funny! Its weird writing in this for some reason. Well not alot has changed since last entry. No longer working at albertons and am now currently a cashier at sams club making more money getting more hours than albertons so ( Read more... )

Ok, so! Im at work yesterday at sams club and gerry, which is a nice older guy in his mid 50's i believe that works at sams club, comes up and talks to me like he normally does and has been doing since i worked at albertsons. Well he comes up to me and asks me when we are going to the beach. i was kinda confused at first and just said about how i ( Read more... )

Woot Woot!!! My car is finally home and running the best its ever ran!! The guys who did the swap did a good ass job and did it the right way. I love my car so much more now, just need to fix the back left brake, wow i should take pictures of the brake pads, sooooooo bad. But first i have to go sleep and wake up in 4 and a half hours to be at a ( Read more... )

The past couple days ive been thinking about a certain person that i really shouldnt be, but i cant help it. i dont know why i am, but i am. :-/ For the people that read this, this will make no sense but whatever, i needed to say that, although im not gonna say the persons name..and randomly hanging out with the person tonight made the situation ( Read more... )