there i go again , getting my self up just to be let down again . when will i stop ?

i love the sound of rain

i have stayed up the past four nights without being able to sleep i've laid in bed for hours with out a peace of mind . I can't ever sleep when some thing is troubling me . I don't know why . I think i'm affraid to have nightmares . hahahahaha . Anyway i've been thinking a lot about a lot of different ideas and i can't explain all the ideas or ( Read more... )

how beautiful you are , my darling, how beautiful you are, your eyes like doves , like a lily among the thorns you are . but for me ........ what can i see to love? what greeting can touch my ears with joy ..................................? none , i know nothing of love .i am a doer of dreadful deeds, how can i even dare, why do i despite my own ( Read more... )

today i have thought about to many things , and its starting to hurt . I've been hurt and hurt again . now i'm afriad . sooo afrid i can't put myself in that place again . i want attention . and i want to be left alone. i can never make up my mind ...............................will someone do it for me ?

I'm really excited for going ice skating on friday i love skating i miss it so much . If you pray, please pray for my cousin he is leaving to falujah right now hes on a plane to there as i type sooo its really scary i want to see him again . Anyway i've been thinking a lot of thoughts latley .

the piercing pitch of the words that are softly spoken in my ear......i don't know what to say about them ....... what you said hurt ,e ... what i said hurt you ...... i don't feel even

i'm at school waiting for some students to show up i've only got five right now ,but i uess they still have about 5 mins to show up. latley i have been thinking about things too much and just wasting all my energy n thinking . I hate it. Amy and i haven't talked in almost two weeks its very very weird. I haven't hung out with many friends that i ( Read more... )

hello . i got 2nd place with my promethius costume at the nova halloween dance ................................................. i went alone :(

hello . i really have had a weird day . I've had a lot of work to do , but its been easy for me to do , my head is very clear(academically). I love hearing from anyone it always makes my day brighter to hear from anyone. I don't have many friends down here in ballard . i don't know what else to say . I'd like to say that i agree with what dani said ( Read more... )