im sitting here, basting in the fact that i have a mere two weeks left in Washington DC, but im totaly disregarding all the commitments i made to myself and im accomplishing nothing. suck. I have to answer 200 english questions on the Scarlet Letter, a book i have yet to pick up..that should be completed by Friday, let me tell you, that today is ( Read more... )

allright..depression is over. im doing okay. i still have my moments when i feel like the world is against me, but what seventeen year old doesnt. my mom is coming out on the 16th..were leaving on the 17th..should be in allen by late on the 19th, but i have plans all day on the 20th..so i get to play starting the 21st...but i still have to unpack ( Read more... )

im in a great deal of depression and anxiety. im ready to see my friends and my mommy. im ready for this semester to end, and im extremely ready for a marvelous 18 day break from city sports ( Read more... )

[ .01. ] first name: Rachel ( Read more... )

here is some interesting news for you...by Friday i have to decide whether or not im going to move back to texas. If i so choose to move back to Texas, then by Jan.1st i have to decide whether or not i am going to move back home, or move in with Harrison in Abeliene...and pay 1/3 rent, and my car insurance...and my gas...decisions decisions. love

wow, this thing is really hard to keep up with. the only reason i even keep it anymore is bc ppl dont know about it.. and it lets me get thins off my chest without playing the poor poor pitiful me give me attention role. GO BUSH! and im homesick, is all i really have to say right now. otherthan that...see you in a weekish like ( Read more... )

its been a while. life sucks. but i am moving back in 48 days, so i have that to look foward to ( Read more... )

so i have recently decided that my feelings about being here in DC are to fickle to place. I miss home so much, but i dont miss the environment..dont get me wrong, i enjoy very much soo sitting with my best friends kickin back, or partying my pants off with a great variety of people. But i dont miss the hatred at my house, i dont miss the drama ( Read more... )

im back in DC now, this past week was fun. it started out pretty shitty actually, but by wednesday thursday nightish it turned around. The fair kicked ass, and the after party was a billion times better. The rest of the week just fell into place ( Read more... )

Im sitting here, bored as hell, all alone, hungry like a mofo, and sick and freaking tired of school work. So i tell my self, go for a walk..what do i do? i step in dog shit. today sucks

but i come home in 2, so that holds the happiness in for me.

i love you

rache