form is emptiness and emptiness is form.

*I'm sitting under falling stars. Do you miss me where you are? Im makin plans to be with you. But they have come unglued? What am i to do...with out you....

so yeah im not goin to sit here and explain my situation..lets just say that i miss somebody a lot. and i havent talked to them in a while and it ( Read more... )

yeah so i havent written in here in a good long time.. lol yeah well ive been quite busy with soccer and all. and ive been chillin with lots of ppl lately..YAY! i miss everyone soo much. i dont even know where to start.. im not goin to like catch you up cuz that would mean id be tyoing for like hours and i dont want to do that. so im gonna say this ( Read more... )

i love me....

Hey fuckass!

lol im feeling better today....i just got back from the deptford mall with my cousin trish and her boy Cp and mike. it was pretty fun..im feeling good about being single again... im at my best when im free..at least thats what i keep telling myself. but you know im happy today and hopefully itll last. ive been in this emo mood lately. ( Read more... )

                                                             what scared you the most-

Being alone

just like them.

Being alive,

( Read more... )

yeah so im not goin to warped tour.... i had a good argument but my pops is just way too gay to let me have a life.. oh well ill go next year. maybe then i wont be too young. hes soo fuckin gay. he doesnt trust me at all. he thinks im gonna go up there and get all crazy and get all drugged up and liquored up and all this other shit. he doesnt want ( Read more... )

so yeah today feel better.....i havent been outside in like 3days. ive been grounded. cuz my dad is gay and might i add stupit. ive only been smoking since i was 11 and my whole family new......except my father...which is funni cuz you would think hed catch on. i mean id only go outside for 10 mins at a time at least 7-8 times a day. between the ( Read more... )

S0 tHls ls hOw lTs gONnA Be

You and me......we used to be. We used to be great.....You, you found me. You understood me........I, I lost you. I double crossed you. I, I miss you. ......You, you dont need me. You dont miss me. You dont see me. You, you freed me......I, I hear your voice. I see your face. I paint your colors..... You, you silence ( Read more... )

yesterday brianni came over...it was for only like an hour but we still had fun and it felt nice to just kinda hang out and talk.i miss her soo much. gabby is coming over today and we are prolly gonna stay at ashleys house tonight. im not really sure LOL i told my dad i was goin camping with ashley and gabby and ashleys family at tall pines from ( Read more... )

I cant find a way 2 describe it.It's there inside all I do is hide,I wish that it would just go away...What would u do if you knew? All the pain I thought I knew-All the thoughts lead back to you... back to what was never said-back and forth inside my head. I cant handle this confusion!Im unable, come and take me away!!please take me away ( Read more... )