i can't listen to that song anymore. i guess it's my fault for letting it get to me. but that song meant so much to me. thank you david for making a great song seem so meaningless. using poetry that i've already used. have you seen eternal sunshine? you're elijah woods charactor. you have no idea of how many time's i've listen to rocky and felt so ( Read more... )

i'm going to take time to remember what it's like to be dead.....

lets make war ( Read more... )

i'm tired. i feel sick. and most defiently confused. this weekend means josh is going to be here and i'm fucking stoked. nothing's like have an old straight edge friend who broke edge and is trying to rebuild edge. i think he's actually going hardline. i'm not too sure. he's all about being angry at smokers and such. though, he was one once. ( Read more... )

for all these anonymous comments except for ashlee: just leave me alone ( Read more... )

i don't know what the deal is with these anonymous comments. can you reveal yourself?

if it's who i think you are... just stop. you're not making a better case for yourself as i am not either. i'm finally stopping. after yesterday and the other day, i realized that yeah, i'm being foolish. so as stevie nicks sang "you can go your own way"

someone to blame for the way I've been feeling / I've been shot at, I've been cheated, how could you send me to this place / I have every right to feel the way I've been feeling shut up - I don't want to hear anymore of your dirty excuses ( Read more... )

why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday?

as much as i say i hate lj. i still write in here. i write more in my myspace just cause that means more to me. not the people... well one. the new addition to my pile of friends. it's the new "home away from home" or a relief to having something else. a good portion of today was spent reading and working on my REAL journal. the one i got for my 22 ( Read more... )