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Worst 24 hrs of quitting so far..
It's just a cigarette, Nichele... you might think I was getting off of heroin today. I have been shaking nonstop for hours. I'm so fucking restless I can't stand it. So I made myself look like a jackass in front of Denise yet again. And then I turned my cell off (something I never do) and threw that bitch way up on the fridge where I wouldn't ( Read more... ) -
Bitter and Angry
I felt what it felt like to be happy and all I want is to live that life. Coming back to this shithole is making me very bitter and angry right now ( Read more... ) -
If I was yours, but I'm not... now I'm ready to start
So ready to get out of here. I suppose I'm a little extra bitchy today because well... I was in a great mood and got a lot accomplished.. just to have everybody come home and ehhh.. I just want to be left alone so I can be productive. No wonder I stay up every night.. I just need time away from the entire world. Barely had any nicotine in my ( Read more... ) -
This is my haus and I won't allow the disrespect *dances*
I have strep throat!! Sucks but meds are finally helping. Not what I came here to write about ...
FEEL THE POSITIVE VIBES:
Weight Stuff
Just worked out for about an hour and a half. Then I took a video of myself so that I could actually study to see if I have made any progress. I definitely notice my hips slimming down!!! That's really my biggest ( Read more... ) -
HOLY SHIT
www.healthyplace.com/personality-disorders/life-at-the-border/can-pms-trigger-bpd-episodes/menu-id-1459/
*jaw drops* So I'm not imagining this after all?!?
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My puzzle piece
I fucking love him.
But I don't love this virus. Or this family. Or this stomach flab.
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I'm so unpredictable, so unemotional
Music will never abandon me. It's been the ONLY constant.
And you, Gaga, well... words can't even touch how much I love you.
My big ass hips are slowly getting smaller. Thanks for making music I can shake my ass to :) -
We travel without seatbelts on
Looking for apartments is exhausting stuff! It seems the only places I really like that are on the cheaper side all have downsides - most being that there is a community laundry area instead of washers and dryers in the units themselves. Gonna keep looking. Trying to find houses to rent because usually they are cheaper and provide more space but ( Read more... ) -
<3
Stopping by LJ again to say that I'm incredibly ill. I am going to try and just lay down as much as possible. I cried this morning because Nick really hurt my feelings. Sometimes the way my family acts in regards to Casper just astounds me. Like I know that he is my child and I do take care of him 24/7 but I don't know.. I guess I sort of thought ( Read more... ) -
I knew this was going to happen
Justin was blowing my phone up... just talked for a few and I found out that he did text me back last night and I just never got them. Then he fell asleep ( Read more... )