yeah, dobbie pretty much pissed me the fuck off! i dont understan how he can leave james and i so go do some fucking ex...it's not like we didnt spend money and take the time to come out here and show him that we actually are his friends for reals. im so sad because he's been so different since we got here. i dont even understand it. i know im ( Read more... )

off to work i go.

well, jamie is in mexico for the week. but, a week after she leaves we are flying out to california to see dobbie AND I CANT WAIT! other than that everything else is pretty poopy ( Read more... )

we all thought he wasn't going anymore. now, i'm without a buddy who was like alittle brother to me, who always ALWAYS had my back. jamie and i have plans to fly out to california to go see him within this month. i already miss the little shit!

he's a charming guy and she knows that. he's everything she needs, but he's everything i need. he likes the girls, i'm one of the girls. but, he will never look at me the way he looks at her...or the way i look at him. they keep playing games with each other...i wouldn't waste my time rolling the dice. all we are is friends and i'm content. i ( Read more... )

it's been awhile. so let me help you catch up on my life. dorsey...out of the picture. i should have stayed with the one person that treated me the best but it's too late for that. i had fun atfe's 21st bash, at korbit's fuck you i'm 18 birthday party. i'm single life isn't too bad. besides i'm gonna be really busy coming the end of this summer. ( Read more... )

so im with jaimes and shae at the moment...so of course im drunk of my ass! dorsey is going throught some family problems...i wish i could be ther for him more, but what else can i do?!?!? hopefuly he made it to his new job and all! im so into this kid it's not even funny. i feel he really wants to be there for me but his personal life is too ( Read more... )

what goes around, comes around.

and...it came back hard. yes, i'm hurt over dorsey. because, i actually made myself believe that this relationship would be different. we seemed perfect, but after the last few days it's been nothing but a wreck. i'm not going to lie, i really wanted to be with him. but, it's never going to work out...we are too ( Read more... )

actually i dont really know what's going one. it's like ever since we've became a couple he just pushes me off to the side. i can never get a hold of him because he's never home and doesn't have a cell. the days that he works seem to be the very days i have off. besides sunday, maybe we can actually plan something so i don't do what i usually ( Read more... )

i know it's been awhile, but i thought i would let all my friends know what's going on in my life since i haven't been able to talk to most of them because of work ( Read more... )