SIKE!this weekend totally sucks nuts. i went in half an hour early for work. thats half and hour i could have slept! and tomorrow i have to stay in the house for sheilas little birthday party. all its going to be is uncle bojie joking me half the time and raggin on me infront of his friends about how im gay ( Read more... )

my dream was so hot, so steamy! it was the dream that ive been waiting for. but, i ask myself why? why do i have feelings for him. its strickly professional, we are co-workers. maybe its just because my months of lonelyness is finally overcome me. this dream was the dream of the most sinful things. so intiment. only if i could actually feel ( Read more... )

im my little sisters birthday today. she is now the 16. i still remember when my parents brought her home from the hospital. she was a cute bundle of evil ( Read more... )

someone to spend moments with under the stars or sometime under the sheets. the one that can brighten up your day no matter what. a person that you think looks cute when he is angry. the man you cant let go of once you embrace him in a hug ( Read more... )

im fucking bored.

stupid ass chudes!

so she was a 190lbs. 19 year old lastnight. haha, my sister. she had fun. i had fun...sam and his friends had fun. damn, its been so long since i hit up the fucking wave. i got to see and dance with my afrikan princess...kay! love it!!! i think sheila got a lil tipsy while i wasnt looking, she prolly was while i was looking. that little ass ( Read more... )

dis iz dee earth just chilling dere!

just kidding. so this depression stage has pasted. but, i still would like to meet someone eventually. not like...now. but, maybe tomorrow...haha. just kidding! n/e who. ill keep a look out.

atleast my livejournal is a little private. and, not many people show intrest in what i have to say. but, i do i spill my guts out and wear my heart on my sleeve?? i cried on the way home today. why am i sad?

merry christmas to all

talking to his mom yesterday just brought all the pain and the heartachked back. i cant lie to myself or others. i think of him. i think of him everyday. my right ankle is a constant reminder of him and what use to be us. i hate that the past is the past, and that we are no longer the same people as we were yesterday. it hurts so much because ( Read more... )

lastnight was fucking awesome. some bitch started swinging. elsa wanted to punch her. and my little sister sheila got her mack on. what a slut! haha, just kidding. i still cant believe that girl threw up all in my car. NASTY! anyways, the concert was so good. i love it. and fall out boy was sick! off the chain...the bomb! all of the ( Read more... )