If there was a way to go back and kick myself, I'm pretty sure I would. This is simply a post to remind future you that decides to find parts of your own life online again ( Read more... )

A long time ago, I wrote to forget. I would let everything wrong flow out of me through words, and once done, I was able to forget it. This lasted until mid-way through KSU. I stopped writing, stopped channeling my thoughts, and just existed ( Read more... )

A long long time ago, I wrote. Almost daily. And then for a few years, I just couldn't. The words would never form, thoughts and ideas would simply stop when I tried to write. Shortly after this happened, I started doing more real jobs. More jobs that involved computers, more jobs where I typed all day long for work. I wonder if that had anything ( Read more... )

Does anyone else get depressed when their birthdays come up or is it just me?

It's weird being clean. That statement alone is so weird for me. Mostly because I have not been able to say it for so long. I was bordering junkie there for awhile. Actually, I was a junkie for a long while. Why deny it. I can't help but look around me now. The people, the places. Everything is different. I had a good, 13 month or so problem. I can ( Read more... )

I'm tired of all the shit. For awhile I tried to just ignore it, putting on blinders. The reasoning was "if I don't see it, I can't care about it". And all that did was piss me of f more, because for some reason, when you try to ignore something, people have a tendency to put it in your face almost to show off they are doing something you wouldn't ( Read more... )

Can be summed up by *puff puff*, *pass*, *no coughing cause i rock*, *puff puff*.

After a certain point, you stop being so stonery, and start thinking dr. seuss is the most brilliant man ever.

life is great

I had a post typed out, but I hated it. Lets try this again ( Read more... )

Ya know what? I havn't felt good all day. But I thought it was just the meds doing something funny. So I took something for nausea around noon. Ok. Fine. I am still not feeling the greatest though ( Read more... )

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