Its CAD work, easy stuff, stuff I know. And it's in Peoria,Illinois. I really am not excited about being in a different state, expecially leaving my dog with my parents. But its work and it's what I am having to resort to if I want to make money. Peoria would only be temporary as well, 3 months there and then 6 months in Texas doing followup work ( Read more... )

So I have this problem. A certain female that only wants to be friends because A) she isn't looking for relationship B) doesn't have time for a relationship C) is just having fun right now, keeping her options open, has this tendency to text me when she's drunk about how she feels bad, and if I hate her, and she's just so confused right now... Well ( Read more... )

have you ever held something in that you wanted to say, waiting for the right time, the perfect opportunity? And then realized that you had missed your chance and its too late?

so I'm at a point where multiple things are coming up that need to be attended to before they get out of control. I need to find new meetings to go to, I feel I have used up the resources at my disposal and need to move on to new areas. I see that some of these people are just trying to help me because they can see the trouble when i walk in. But i ( Read more... )

I have been listening to them for over a week now. pretty much non-stop.
I got a dog. American Staffordshire Terrier.
His name is Little Brother.
I still been feeling pretty eh lately.
oh Lauren J. if you only knew what your doing to me...nothing would probably change.

When will I find thee??

So much for using my phone to write these out. I had another big post written out and it got deleted....Im going more crazy as the days count down. needing 10am to get here so i can make this meeting.....

i rode today. 20 miles straight through. it was beautiful out. i filled my camelbak and set my zune up and just started pedalling. my mind was cleared of all issues and i was just free. got to play golf afterwards too. and all cheating aside, it was the best round i've played in a while ( Read more... )

is it bad that i just wrote out everything that was on my mind and then deleted it.

I start training tomorrow/today. for what i'm not sure, but i dont like where im at physically right now.

so I dont have a job ( Read more... )