hmm, i dont know what to say anymore. im bored and tired.  i havent been in a good mood at all, but that really doesnt matter.

i havent done anything today, yesterday, the day before that. and yeah, i never do anything. tomorrow im supposed to hangajig with julie and her friends, eh. i really dont like meeting new people but i really wanna hang ( Read more... )

well, lets see...last night i hung out with julie and her friends. and one by one they left and this fat bi kid was there and was annoying me but by the end of the day i didnt hate him so much, cause he wasnt saying anything gay to me or giving me any gay faces lol..

and now ilana is very mad at me? or upset, who knows. she seemed very angry at ( Read more... )

hmm, i dont know what to say..got my ears pierced and my right cartilidge thingy pierced, hmm yeah. tomorrow i shall be hangajiging with julie and val. they better not make me talk alot..im not in the mood. erin and emi tried to get me to talk...so they better not! or ill be mad. damn strait.

well, i made a new sn, Live To Die2X. oh yeah, whos cool ( Read more... )

well, hmm. yeah, i dont know what to say. Today im getting my ear pierced 3 times, two on the bottom one on top. and hopefully im gunna get my eyebrow pierced a second time..my dad most likely wont let me, but i dont care, ill do it myself. mwuah ha ha ha ha ha. im sooooo gay.

May i ask what tomorrow may hold

Is there a new story about ( Read more... )

not much to say...im getting this newer computer in my room! yay for me, im gunna have a good working computer. other than that, nothings up, i want to change my life soo bad, but i cant. i dont know how too. im too anti social or too shy to do anything i want to do.

I need to face the fact that im alone...

So so so so so so so so. im bored ( Read more... )

i cant stand this life any longer.. i find yet another person that wants me dead..why dont i just give everyone what they want? i always seem to try my best to put others before me, why should this be any differant..the world is better off without me. im a waste of space and i need to fix that

I know my face isnt worth seeing, but i'll ( Read more... )

well, nothing really going on..im getting my ear pierced, twice? and i think im getting another eyebrow piercing.

Hmm, other than that i dont really know what to say..i really feel like moving but i dont think im going to be able to move.then again, maybe i will be able too.who knows,

i tell myself that im over you, though my heart still ( Read more... )

hmm, i dont know what to write about this time..everyone is in school, im not. massive boredness. i started writing a new song. i dont know if its good or not. but who cares. its not like anyone reads the song or hears the song, being that no one i know is good enough at an instrument to be in a band. aw well, ill be a one man band! ha jk. i would ( Read more... )

well, nothing big has happened lately. went to the school with bruce yesterday, ran into lauren, we waved and stuff. then on the way back we talked. it felt really good to talk to her, its been forever. then on the way back bruce said something to me, and i wish he didnt say it. aw well, nothing i can do about it ( Read more... )

well, is there anything really to write about? i dont know..

well yesterday i was talking to my sister and she randomly asks "Your emo arent you?" and i was like what?!!! and shes like i know you are!! your emo!!!! and i was just like... um ok? i couldnt deny it at that point. she knew from the music i listen to and how i write poetry in the ( Read more... )