in this desperate attempt to find love ( Read more... )

There are times when I'm not exactly sure as to where my life is going to be heading in the near future. but I tell you something..I hope it is with heather, because I honestly can say that I love this girl with all my heart. I have been trying to get with her for ever 3 years now. It's kinda crazy I admit, you would think that I would of given up ( Read more... )

( pictures that I found on the internet )

I'm not really sure how I feel right now ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I updated in this journal ( Read more... )

I won't be updating either of my journals for a while. I have a lot to be thinking about right now. If you really want to talk to me give me a call which I know no one will, so just leave me alone...since you won't call

but if you care enough..then here is my number

281-420-0990
ask for brittany

NEW JOURNAL F0ckers!

RAINBOWXIX

Take care.

I don't know what's going on with me. First thing when my mom gets home, I just start freaking out on her, I am just getting pissed off at the littlest things. what the hell is my problem?! I was talking to Jon on the phone, and I started crying. I know I'm going to hurt him one day, he doesn't know how I am in reltionships. You know I'll probably ( Read more... )

I am thinking about just sitting in my room and screaming my head off. but I have to do that when my stepdad leaves of course, if I don't, then he will be like "are you okay?" and if I tell him "oh nothing just felt like screaming..." he will be like " whatever." and he'll get all pissed at me.

I can't help it if I just want to scream. I want to ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at home, since it's MLKD, and I'm just bored out of my mind. I have been calling my best friend and love JON in mass. He is the greatest guy besides MATTIE POO (longsii) Yeah, not to many guys are like that around here, except my stepdad, but that doesn't count.. Haha ( Read more... )