Wow... seeing you today was incredible... You were working at sobeys doing sercurity... and i was picking up odds and ends... I didn't know what to do so, I did Nothing at all. You look so diffrent so young... i guess i expected you to look the same as the last time I saw you. I doubt you'll read this but incase you do. I think about our walks down ( Read more... )

I don't know how to get over this and I don't feel that writing this on paper is going to cut it.

His name was Andrew, He put the others to shame. We stayed up all night by the fireplace, we drove out to samburo and layed in his car with a blanket just to see the stars. He bought me flowers and cake. Andrew was (is) in the military. i guess i ( Read more... )

so its been ages!
I've fallen inlove... graduated...and quit my job.

it's pretty bomb.

57 more days untill my somone to call home gets back. he makes me feel beautiful. If he'd let me I would break his heart.

i love you andrew see you in august.
this is it for me.

it's nights like these when i miss you the most,
nights like tonight where i would do just about anything to be back in that small town
in your small room
in the small bed  where so many things went right at the wrong time.
Nights like this where i dwell on the things i did wrong 
nights like tonight where i think i would do just about anything to be ( Read more... )

so its been over a month since my last post. Theres so much news and im so tired ( Read more... )

so its my birthady ( Read more... )

I can look at you now and know I never loved you.I knew I never would. I'm strong enough to walk away. I beileve in promises You broke my trust. You were always a priority and I was only an opition, a warm body beside you. You only thought about me when we were in the same room. You still make nervous but it's diffrent, now you make me anxious. My ( Read more... )

[Forget the anisethic ( Read more... )

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow
-beauty in the break down

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