Things are strange ( Read more... )

so, today...saw an old friend...lol.

ill give you 1 guess(es) who.

he got the pictures developed finally!. id put them on here, but im stupid and i dont know how.

well,

g2g.

im an icon making machine man.

so, andrew is stalking me. im very afraid.

i get to see randall tomorrow. i am overjoyed with happiness. (im not being sarcastic). it's so funny. kara thinks that he's fake. because she's never seen him and like she was all "he's fake isnt he? you and ashlee just made him up" it was the funnieset things i have heard ( Read more... )

i am so...i dont know. bored i guess. i dont know what to do anymore. i think kara might come over today, but im not sure. my arm hurts a lot. but i dont care anymore. my room is haunted i think. i couldnt even sleep in it last night. i kept waking up and then finally i just went on the internet because i couldnt handle it anymore. i look really ( Read more... )

so, alex still likes me...i was wrong, but whatever. i dont care anymore. im over it. i said to him today that if he would just hate me already, it'd be way easier for me to just leave. he said he couldn't hate me. i started crying. he held my hand. he hates it when i cry. i hate it too. but i can't help it. he's the only boy i could ever just sit ( Read more... )

i feel ick right now.

good news though. he hates me, but i didnt cry today because of it.

some people are getting me very angry (at school) they are hypocrites who dont know the right words to use a lot of the time. i dont criticize them so they dont have the right to criticize me. especially when they tell me they are my friend. thats straight ( Read more... )

today was just another day ending up with me crying, again.

he really hurt me by avoiding the sitaution. he acts like everything is fine, even though he knows it isn't. i am sick of playing these childish games with him. it's breaking me.

i need to go cut now.

i just got a "my space" thingy too. because i was bored and i felt left out...lol. go here yo http://profile.myspace.com/users/4361377

so, i think me and kara are going to main street today...but that's only if miss lazy pants will get off her ass and call me already. i hope we dont run into the mickey mouse club again...that would rank the whole trip. lol. only kara knows what i am talking about though.

man, last night was a bummer! i thought sparks were gonna fly, but nothing ( Read more... )

The candles vigorously flicker
The rampant fires furiously burn
The flowers of my essence fall
From my shattered soul's fern

Confined behind endless walls
As daylight gradually fades
Darkness swiftly falls
Draped in a wicked spell
No longer able to exist
In this eternal, pitiful hell

The world is full of love
And lustrous, smiling faces
None of which are ( Read more... )