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OHAI livejournal baby. im sorry i havent been here for you. but i will try and come on here more often.. cause i dont write anything down anymore, and a lot of SHIT has been happening, so i guess its time ;)
as i was sitting in my bed(my office/study/laboratory) i had an epiphany.
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I dont want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that i no longer have any hopes or ( Read more... ) -
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i feel like i'm having my own little American Beauty.
forbidden attraction..
trouble in paradise..
unhappyness
and an unexamined life.
this is very weird to me.
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Not going to wausau anymore to see my greg.......
he decided to "wait".. just because he doesnt have a job?
i understand. but it's bullshit .
but i'm still going on a trip with my friends
im going to have to try to be strong and happy
but i dont know how long i can hold up
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yknow, life is such a brat.
it trolls you and trolls you for the longest time
and then eventually everything works out.
And we all forget about that. we forget that everything works out eventually.
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You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah
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