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[xjanexdoex]

i was told yesterday i push people away. and you know what thats true. its a preemptive strike for me. if i push you away its cause i feel you shove first. but not hard enough to end things so i do it so i can control the hurt i go through. if that makes me selfish fine. this journal is dead. my other is alive and only a few know it i think i'll

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[paradoxymoron]

grrrr!
*pushes back*

...things not well?

[ex1st]

That sucks that you aren't telling anyone your 'other alive' journal. Oh well...your info is really great though!

[xjanexdoex]

if you want it just ask.

[ex1st]

Well...I would hate to get rejected if I did ask (even though I would love to have it). I do not want to intrude or anything like that. All I am saying is that you seem really awesome and everything (which I am sure you already know this). But, if you wanted me to have it, you would give it to me, we will just leave it at that.

[xjanexdoex]

_goodmourning. i don't update hardly ever .