Haven't touched this thing since forever ago. Isn't that how it always goes, though?
So things have been happening lately. Some not so fun.
Relationships? Oh they've been great. The one person I honestly thought I was in love with dumped me because he didn't want to have sex anymore, aka "all you meant to me was sex". That felt wonderful. However, ( Read more... )

"I can't get the gorgeous dress I want...this sucks..."
"Well I don't care about the dress. I care about who's in it."
oh my godddddd. What is up with the romantic stuff? Not like I mind it or anything, it's just really...unusual? Just unexpected from him.
don't develop more feelings, don't do it, don't.

Why do people say that ( Read more... )

When she makes me cry, it really really hurts. I can cry alone just fine, just to let it out. But with her....my throat closes, and I can't do much more than nod, fidget, and look down. It makes me feel like I'm choking, and really, nothing else could make me feel worse ( Read more... )

She can't just leave me alone? And at least respect the fact that I don't want to talk, I don't want to go see her, and I don't want a relationship with her? I hardly know her. She can't even speak to me or acknowledge that I exist when she's around me ( Read more... )

I never thought that I would have to explain to a 19 year old how to be an adult. Robert doesn't seem to want to realize that his personality is very abrasive and clingy. Basically it goes ( Read more... )

There is nothing wrong with me enjoying this. Enjoying having conversations with people I miss. Enjoying ignoring my finals. Enjoying the thought of a nice little fling. Enjoying the idea of being able to go to the Academy of Art University in San Francisco, or the Art Institute in Seattle. Enjoying the present and the prospect of the future. I ( Read more... )

It was an assembly on Skills Center. Well. Either way it sucked. The WASL one will be later.
And Ms. Fleming isn't going to take Devon's place. If Devon doesn't show up, Emily Eagon is. With a script "cleverly disguised" as a book.
So fucking stupid.

"Here you go, Alicia. Learn all of Devon's lines and songs in one night, kthx."
"Wait, what? ....I can't do that."
"Okay, then you might have to go onstage with the script."
".........whaaaaaaat??"
Twenty minutes later.
"I really can't do this. You know, Patty knows all the lines and-"
"Okay, then I'll do it ( Read more... )

Only my mother saw me crying, Hailey heard me sobbing ( Read more... )