epically failtacular.

hope and optimism will be the downfall of us all.

 don't really know how i feel right now.
it's... interesting.

i like being cryptic in my livejournal posts. not like anyone reads them anyways.

 too bad i don't have enough time to write a long entry. so i'll keep this short and sweet.
despite the fact that i have a crapload of pent-up anger right now directed solely at one person.
stop fucking wasting my time. and stop fucking with me in general.
you can't just hold on with one little finger and think that that will be enough to keep me ( Read more... )

 side note - i've rechecked all of my holiday music in itunes so it stops getting skipped over, its mid/late october, i'd say its about time to get into the holiday spirit.

 sometimes the queen of fucking up even outdoes herself. it's a talent, really.

 be happy with what you have vs. want what you can't have.

which one do you think is going to win?

 hook, line, and sinker
you must be an amazing angler
from the way you're able to reel me in

 well this is interesting....

it's amazing where i've just ended up
it's definitely a new and undiscovered planet
and i guess i'm going to be doing some discovering of my own
going in with an open mind, think i'm going to come out a much different person, hopefully for the better
let's ride this rollercoaster and hope that whoever is the magical ( Read more... )

 i really don't know what's going on with my life anymore.

all i know is that currently, i feel very bummed very often, and no matter what i do, it doesn't go away. i'm back in a rut again, i seem to constantly fall into this rut, with no escape. it feels like its constantly a battle of one step forward and two steps back. and i really don't know ( Read more... )

 p.s. sometime in the near future i'll write an actual substantial update. i've had a lot of thoughts in my head lately. expect something philosophical.

p.p.s. no, this journal is not going to turn out like all my other journals where from here out every entry is an 'i promise to update soon' entry but i never commit, i WILL update soon.