dear whoever is in charge of fate, destiny, life, the future, and all other aspects of whatever:

help me out. thanks.

sincerely,

jacqueline

let's try not to fuck this up now.

 another sucky night of sleeping. it was hot and humid. way to kick the crap out of the first day of fall, summer. your last day was yesterday so it should have been hot yesterday, not today, stop trying to steal fall's thunder. no one likes a thunder stealer.

i'm yelling at summer, this is when you know i'm past a point of coherence due to a ( Read more... )

The August sky will then bare witness 
To a brand new chapter with torn up pages 
When the planets align, I can feel the gates opening 
To my courage 
As I proceed to run my fingers through her hair 
And forget everyone who's jaded, 'cause they don't matter 
And I don't care 
No, 'cause they don't matter 
And I don't care

Brash and hopeful 
That my luck ( Read more... )

 oh hey, would you look at that, i'm still frustrated with my life.

i feel like i've gone from one rut to another rut, and i'm just not sure what i want from myself or from anyone anymore. it's becoming more and more irritating as time goes by. you would think that with school back in session, things would feel different, but they don't. in fact, ( Read more... )

 i'm becoming more and more frustrated at the way my life is turning out. i need a change, i feel like i'm living in a rut and i'm never going to come out of it unless i do something about it. but i have no idea what to do. all i know is i'm tired of the same old stuff and i need something new to enter my life.

 so for real, i think you've ruined my life. effin a.

 so seriously... am i like invisible?

thats my only question to you for today. and i don't mean invisible like you can't see my journal posts, i mean invisible like i don't even exist in the real world. let me know, kay?

 i'm one of those people that just really has little to no patience when it comes to any kind of bullshit. call me a control freak, call me a type-a personality, call me ocd, call me whatever you'd like, i can't help the way i am, but the way i am results in me really not enjoying the way my life constantly plays out before my eyes.

i'm really not a ( Read more... )

why can i never get you out of my head? i had been doing so well for so long. it's not even like you're back in my life, you're just back in my mind, fitting perfectly into every category of what i want and what i need, to the point that nobody could ever even compare, on any level. it's utterly ridiculous, and rather painful at the same time. i ( Read more... )