ive never felt a love or a sadness like this before. i love you so much. ive been smoking and drinking for the last 4 days straight because this pain is so strong and there is no other way to escape it. it drives me insane. im scared to sleep because i might dream about you. and you seem so happy. and i want that for you. but at the same time, how ( Read more... )

dude, im going to twisted christmas tonight. its gonna be sick. hoobastank, die trying, blink 182........yeah, its gonna be awesome. not to mention the fact that im going with the hottest girl ever. shes kinda my girl, kinda not. i dunno its weird. im just kinda goin with the flow on this one. were gonna take pics on my moms digi camera so ill post ( Read more... )

yeah, so i dont know what the fuck is going on here. to the guy regarding tay. i met stephanie and tay once on state and i seen steph on face the jury so my friend talked to her. i didnt mean anything by it, i dont know why your freakin out. you sound like you just wanna start some shit, which, what the fuck ever, that makes you a dumbass ( Read more... )

dude, i just talked to tony. we bull - shitted, talked about his apartment and how our fridge is stupid. then i took down jis number so i could call him if i wanted....dont ask me why i did that. but then towards the end of the conversation i said it was nice talking to him and that i loved him......and i could hear him crying before he even got ( Read more... )

so im working at the gas station anywhere from 20 - 40 hours a week now. plus im going to adult school to try and get my diploma instead of a GED. so im actually busy doing something besides sitting on my ass smokin weed all day. it feels good, to actually be doing something ( Read more... )

peace.

no more ignorent comments.

i met a lesbian a little while ago. God must still love me.

i could go for some tig ol bitties right now. yeah, m-hm.

so, im sorry i havent updated or replied to anything in a while, our friend from England is here right now. hes a real cool guy and hes fuckin amazing on a guitar. he plays in a band called Gods little joke. and he used to be the lead guitarist in tantric (not the American tantric mind you ;) but he smokes and everything plus he knows all the music ( Read more... )

were staying at the ramada hotel by my old house tonight. were switching tommorrow tho. were gonna get a hotel by the beach. come and see me if ya like. whenever, we never sleep. you could show up at 2 am for all i care. sorry i havent replied to so many of you but its really hard to find a computer ( Read more... )

im out of cigs and no one here believes im 18. this is some bull fuckin shit ( Read more... )

so yeah. i had fun last night. my brother, ross and i went to the mall and best buy and bought bio dome, blow, queen of the damned, and american pie 2 and resident evil. all good movies. then we went over to terri and jays and smoked green with them. then we ordered some bomb ass pizza from steves. damn fuckin good. it was like garlic chicken or ( Read more... )