i dont think ive ever felt so low in my entire fucking life.
im so tired of being this girl.
dont fucking use me anymore.
i do have a fucking heart,
believe it or not.
and im tired of this shit....
its all bullshit.
so just dont even try.
what the fuck.

ughhhhh i hate livejournal
and live journal hates me
and LJ hates everyone else
i think that the only thing LJ DOESNT hate is ruining lives
nope thats right because livejournal LOVES to fuck up lives
cool, kiss my ass LJ

so as most of you know my vacationing in cali and mexico was really good for me and much needed too. it was a good time and ive got the pictures to prove it... sucka!

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i am leaving for mexico at 5 AM sunday morning. This grand exit to get away couldnt be coming at a better time. Stressed but excited, disappointed but hopeful, numb but finally able to feel again. Its all really off and uncomprehensible, but i dont know... just the hand delt for now. Honestly im kind of entertained by it. Im leaving sunday and ( Read more... )

never gonna be the same, no no its never gonna go away, not be okay, no i wont ever be the same

i cant shake it off right now, i just have to let it eat away at me for a while, then i think i will be okay

hahahahaha
WWE smackdown on my livejournal... awesome. comment fights are SO intense, sike.

i have hooters training tomorrow.... i backed into a car today, that wa really fag like of me.... i need to go buy a white bra for my hooters outfit, i collect bras as avidly as i do shoes and sunglasses yet somehow, i have about ever color in the whole gumball machine and then some but not white. bleh, another 8th period trip to the mall i guess ( Read more... )

i got a job today... im a hooters girl

first day on second semester and it was not much different at all. jenny and i went sunglasses shopping for our cruise and had not much luck. then we had cobb salad at the cafe, which i had been craving so that made up for the lack of sunglasses. anyways tomorrow is a half day, YAY. and ummm yeah i dont have anything really to talk about. well ( Read more... )

The best things the ever happened to me:

• mondays with no school
• Sex & the City marathons
• bagle bites and cherry coke
• new sunglasses.... or sunglasses in general
• foe-fur