Reform

[xjennifahx]

Reform

You are a hypocrite. You are judgemental, superior and self-righteous. You are bitter and petty, saccharine and egotistical. You are my drug, and I’m done in rehab. You are my virus, tearing up my insides while I fight you out.

I am winning.

I am taking ownership of everything that was once yours. Music. My thoughts. What I can do and where I

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[xjennifahx]

I love you too, master thomas.

[xjennifahx]

Thank you, master thomas :)

Those chords are the world's prettiest.

[glittalogik]

This post should get yelled out loud to Coded Language by Saul Williams.

[xjennifahx]

Am downloading now.

I have the idea/fantasy of going to a deserted beach and yelling this. Next week I am being sent to the beach for work-training (well not *to* the beach, clearly, but it is nearby).

Now I might have something to give it a rhythm as I yell :)

[frantic_raver]

Go team you!

[xjennifahx]

Go team me!

Consider this my cheerleader-chant, my mantra, or whatever. For a more objective assessment of the past few months, see most recent post, made just today.

I think both are necessary...

[likeantelope]

._.

Whatever happened to make you write this makes me sad, but I love the sentiment. Hope you are okay!

[xjennifahx]

*hugs* it made me sad. It makes me sad at times. I wrote this to remind myself of how I *really* feel, for when it makes me sad again, and I printed it out and stuck it in the place of something that was previously theirs.

I am far far better than okay. And yet also just slightly above, but that depends on the day :P

Hopefully I will catch you online one day, and will explain the details.

I have caught a few of your recent posts, and hope you are okay also, Briannama :)