fuck, fuck , FUCK.....

She broke up..and got with someone else.

just as i was getting the balls to ask her out..she's already taken.

this isn't fair. she doesn't know how much i love her....all the pain i've been going through to try and avoid her ever since i found out. fuck...i feel like such a loser....guess i just have to learn to deal with ( Read more... )

fucking eh man!

mel was supposed to come to the fair with me, but apparently her parents fucked everything up.....and i ended up going with billy cuz relene didnt wanna go if mel wasnt going. people prolly thought me and billy were on a date...he was being such a freaking whimp. holding my hand on the little kiddy roller coasters. gaggh!

cha. sooo ( Read more... )

Mel...im too cool for this.

Haha. Jp. Yeah...I'll write more later. First entry is as boring as hell. Pretty much the forecast for the rest of my life! Yes!!!

-ray

well got myself this new livejournal thing. pretty okay actually. i didnt want one for the longest time - but i guess its not so bad. Mel convinced me..actually, she forced me to by making her journal a friends only journal. damn her!! lol. okay so today..let us see about that. uh..boring. i hate arroyo. my mom wants to switch me into logan, but i ( Read more... )