I don't think he realizes how much I care about him.
The sad thing is, I'm scared to tell him.
I think it makes him mad, when people show concern, as it always ends in a fight and someone (usually me) getting upset.
All I ask is for ONE fucking aspect of my life to go smoothly... ONE!

I'm really confused how people build up the courage to say "I love you ( Read more... )

My uncle just sent this to me on facebook, and it totally made me cry ( Read more... )

Gastro Paralysis ( Read more... )

Life is good.
I'm insanely happy...
I just wish I was healthy...

Both tests were negative...
Phew!!
But I will honestly say... I might have been a little bit disappointed...
But it's probably for the best haha.

So I have been completely obsessed with this song ( Read more... )

My heart hasn't healed at all yet.
I thought I got over everything and I haven't.
not even close.
I just don't know if i want to commit to anyone else while my heart is stuck in the past.
It's not fair to them, and it's hard as fucking hell on me.

baby, honey, child...
I've loved you so long, but you deserve much better than me...

Let me be the one who calls you baby all the time. Surely you can take some comfort knowing that you're mine. Just hold me tight, lay by my side. I found my place in the world. I Could stare at your face for the rest of my days. Now I can breathe. Turn my insides out and Smother me. Warm and alive, I'm all over you. Let me be the one who never ( Read more... )