1.loose some meat in my bones and get toned up
2.Go to school for spring semester
3.get my liscence
4.Get my car
5.Go to alot of shows :D
6.Go to warped tour
7.Date some one [not a BF]
8.go to beauty school
9.Get a new job 

well today me and andrea were Instant Messeging each other the whole fucking day....i admit it feels good now that were homies again....she told me alot of stuff too...i seems like nothing happend...and the weird part is that shes breaking up with drew this week...cuz she told me what a jerk he is and how he tries to tell her what to do like he ( Read more... )

i had stopped talking to my mom since sunday but she always tries to talk to me iunno why...i never say hi or bye to her until today i kinda figured hey shes my mom and i cant avoid her for ever but it is akward when were  in the car together im verry quiet the only words i say to her is mhm iunno yeah no thats it  its soo weird....but yeah i ( Read more... )

soo new years was fucking bad ass! i got buzzed i saw all my faily we wurr talking dancing and drinking we popped fireworks man it was the best new years soo far :] its too much to write but lets just say  i had a good ol time :]

i never thought i would say this but i strongly dislike maria [my mom] i know its wrong for me to say this but all the shit she does and says makes me not like her! i cant stand her i cant be in the same room with her its total chaos...today i was gonna bake some cupcakes for my cousins for new years cuz i told them iwas...and my mom started ( Read more... )

yeah on saturday i went to a show it was aight there was a crack ead daning in the pit she was pretty roudy and she was talking shit to som kid and i said "deng she a thug" and she said "i sure am" and she gave me a high five ahahaha it was hilarious...soo yeah the bands began to play n shit..and some guy just introduced him self his name was " ( Read more... )

soo far things have been going pretty ok...my family doesnt argue as much..my mom is actually changing :]...but yeah its freezing and i hate it and lately i get really tense from my neck and upper back i think im stressing out :/...im not eating well either i dont eat much i hardly ever get hungry...i drink alot of liquids.....but iunno.....ohh ( Read more... )

soo yeah as you know me and my sister dislike my moms younger brother osvaldo....hes a child molestor no joke...hes been in jail for it..he also raped 2 of my cousins in mexico one was 8 and one was about 5-7 this was waaaay back in the day thought but still that isnt the only reason we dont like him...its cuz hes a stupid cunt who opens his mouth ( Read more... )

soo today i woked up at 11:57 and i smoked too huge ass bowls of weed....i had the nastiest tripp ever......i was shaking i had a cold sweat and my heart hurted alot! i went numb too....i remember when i got in the shower i started to sing random songs after i was done i went to my room layed in bed naked and blasted the radio....so i wouldnt hear ( Read more... )

so today in the morning i woked up i tuned on the Tv and i was watching Mtv soo the lil Mtv news shit comes up and i fund out that casey calver [one of the guitarist form hawthorne heights] passed away i was shocked! my eyes got watery i never thought that tyhis guy would die soo young and i saw him at warped tour he was super fucking close i hope ( Read more... )