soo i thought about shit and im letting go of all the "grudges" ive been holding i dont give a fuck anymore who ever wants to talk to me go ahead i dont give a fuck and if you dont want to talk to me then so be it ahahaha.....i also dont care what you have to say about me your probably worse than me and your just trying to make your self feel ( Read more... )

soo last night i posted a comment on mannys page i sent him some borat shit cuz he loves that movie....but any ways....i left my phone at home cuz im not gonna text or call anyone for a while my bill came up to $248...:/ i was mad but it was all my fault :/ anywhoo.....soo i got home and i got 2 missed messeges it was from many i got happy but i ( Read more... )

...since last week ive been feeling dizzyand sleepy and my heart doesnt beat normaly....i almost fainte last nite n my room......today when i was doing my squats i felt fucking light headed and dizzy like right now i feel like i havent slept for days...and im fucking pale and im noticing i have a lil bit of hair...:/ i feel fucking week...and i ( Read more... )

so today i went running with daniel....it was ok n shit i couldnt run alot cuz my heart and chest hurted and im fucking coughing right now i dont feel well...but yeah this has never happend to me b4 but w/e....soo daniel tries to teach me some shit and im lik um ok? and i had my fist ready to punch him if he tried anything stupid ...soo he grabbed ( Read more... )

well manny came over we went to the store in stuff it was ok and i noticed that he didnt like the fact that i was chubby :( he said it didnt bother him but hes not a big fan of it i felt soo ugly and disgusting :( i wanted to cry and kick him out but i didnt...then i let time pass by and i was acting mean with him and i told him im a bitch huh hes ( Read more... )

soo yeah i told my mom about manny how he didnt have a car she busted out laughing i felt bad but i was mad but w/e hes gonna come walking to the house :/ ima cook for him too :) but yeah i still kinda like him just gotta get to know him first....i talked to rene his doggy got lost :( i miss talking to his dirty ass :( but yeah today i told my ( Read more... )

he doesnt have a car or his liscense!?!?!?!  iunno if i even want him anymore....and im getting bored !ill just give him time he deserves a chance i guess but w/e im mad! i thought he had his shit straight but apperntly he doesnt and this gets me fucking mad!

so yes me and manny have been talking for about a week now and hes soo sweet....it seems like he wants something serious with me...and im willing to l go of my single life for him....he seems like a respectful guy who i can last with :] and the weird thing is that every time he sends me one of his cheezy lil comments or texts i get butterflies in ( Read more... )

soo me and emmanuel have been talking for two days....well on wensday night we were talking through comments then through aim and he asked for my digits....soo yesterday he was texting me all fucking days since he woke up till he went to sleep wich was 6 am-3am ahahahaha he told me he wants to get with me....but i told him that he had a huge chance ( Read more... )

soo yes its been a while since i wrote on this bitch....but yeah...on saturday me and drea went to raymonds party...it was ok i guess we talked alot to different ppl...i met two guys they were chill....ohh yeah ray kept on starring at me all the time he even tried to hold my hand and tried to bite my boob wtf?! but yeah his friedn kriz kept on ( Read more... )