im really upset at the moment. im no longer on speaking terms with my mother. my mom and her stupid fucking asshole boyfriend tried to use me to get money from some housing assistance thing. I changed my mind and said i wouldnt do it because they are saying i live their even though im not and even though they want my stuff out of their house. they ( Read more... )

I used to think that having S.A.D (Separation Anxiety Disorder) was just a part of who I was. I denied treatment because I didn't think it was that big of a deal, but lately it has been getting worse I think. I am becoming depressed if I can't see my friends as much as I want to. I want to see them everyday and be by them all the time and thats not ( Read more... )

Me and my penpal Miyu are very close these days! I am so happy! I really love talking to her! She is so fun~
I think I wrote to her like 3 times today hahaha I kept forgetting to mention things Lol
I am still not done with my drawing of Miyu and I~ >oI can't wait to hear from her again ( Read more... )

so lately... ive been very busy with friends...
Allison is my bestest friend <3 ^^ we have been hanging out like 24/7 yaaaaay

~ Amanda

yay so I am changing my hair again! Due to some inspiration from Tatsurou (MUCC) I am dying the underneath of my hair red! Its almost done ^^ I am just waiting to wash it out! I am also going to cut my bangs a little so I can see lol I am thinking of the style where it is shorter in front of the eyes but longer everywhere else.... Aki from.... um I ( Read more... )

Ok so I finally made a new layout and it took me forever >.I was trying to find one that was already made but I couldn't find one that I liked that wasn't friends only. whatever ( Read more... )

Okay so I feel like an idiot because I have been writing to my penpal Miyu for 5 years and the one time she calls me, I'm sleeping over at Allison's house! lol ( Read more... )

I'm gonna get a puppy!!! I have a couple weeks to come up with $500 so that I can get a long-haired female Chihuahua puppy! I really hope I can~ I am soooooooo excited!!!!
I have to pick a cute name ^^
I just have to wait for Nissan to get back to me with a job or two and then I will save all my money to get my baby by Christmas!
weeeeeeeeee~!

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"Better never to have met you in my dreams than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."

I used to think that my greatest fear was actually quite unrealistic... I used to be afraid that I would fall asleep and when I woke up, I would go through my day only to suddenly wake up again... meaning that I would never know if I was awake or ( Read more... )