Why can't you see ( Read more... )

I'm really glad she isn't upset with my behavior today.

I really broke down.

I need to learn how to hide my emotions more around her.

I just don't know how to act around her.

I don't know what we are.

All I know is i'm constantly thinking about her, and I care about her so much.

I'm a fucking idiot.

i still think about her so much, I still think, wow, she is amazing ( Read more... )

I hope she's ok, some reason I can't stop thinking about her ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like an idiot.

LIke today, feel like the biggest fool on the planet.

I don't know whats wrong with me.

I'm a fool.

Back from Pittsburgh.

It was a good trip.

I'm so glad that I can wear a tshirt in the middle of the day and not be cold. It makes me happy.

It was a good visit, but there is no way I would ever live there.

I'm gonna be in Pittsburgh for a week.

No internet, well, i hope they have some in the hotel room.

Anyway, Its either gonna suck or be cool. I'm hoping cool.

i hope I have a good week.

I need a girl.

One who appreciates the things I do for her.

Tonight is the bday celebration.

Tomorrow i will be 25.

Wow, i'm an old man.

What have I been doing with myself?