So who is coming to my Bday Bash this Saturday? Let me know, I will spill the beans about it!

Saw All Time Low and Just Surrender tonight at chain. Both were alright. I think I was happy cause I went to a show. I don't really go to shows that much anymore so it was kind of fun.

i can't believe how beautiful she is.

But no drama, i promised.

There is nothing like coming home from work, and throwing back a few.

I am very happy right now.

i'm finding it very hard to try and not care about something that i care about more than anything on the planet.

my tooth hurts!

But life has turned out ok.

I want to visit Megan really soon.

I can't live in my house anymore.

If pops freaks out one more time, i'm gonna kill myself.

And i'm not exaggerating.

I know its about her again, but here's the deal ( Read more... )

What am i suppposed to do with everything.

My life has changed, i don't know if it was for better or for worse, but I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

Some days I hate everything about it. I hate my job, i hate my house, i hate everything. but only one thing makes it all worth while, and its something that will never happen.

I had a good weekend.

Diet took a bit of a turn because of it, but it was good.

Drank a little too much, but its alright.

Stomach still having problems, and it kind of sucks. I hope I get better soon.

Just sometimes wierd, even though I have friends that care about me, for some reason I still feel lonely.