Well, i'm not gonna lie to everyone, I still want her to be my friend, more than anything.

But i know this is for the best. If she doesn't want to be my friend, I have to accept it, and I think i'm doing pretty good.

Well, its official, she doesn't want me to call or text anymore. Maybe its for the best, but i'm sad cause i lost my friend. And I know she is doing this to help me get over her, but I don't think its right. Because no matter how much I loved her, I always considered her my friend. But she can at the same time shove it up her ass. I'm sorry I ( Read more... )

Why do I still love her more than anything?

I do.

And I would still do anything for her.

Sometimes I really can't handle whats going on.

SO for the most part, its getting easier and easier not to think about her, but I'll admit, i still worry about her and I still do think about her, but if she is gonna give me shit for something that is not a big deal, i'm not going to fucking deal with it. I'm not her boyfried, she doesn't want that, i'm not going to kiss her ass all the time ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot.

So I haven't posted anything on here in a while ( Read more... )

So just friends.

I'm gonna give it the best shot I got.

And I hope she responds by being a great friend back.

I promise.

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Why am I still in love with her even though she says she doesn't feel the same back? How come I still think she is the most beautiful woman in the world? Why do I care about her more than anybody in the world ( Read more... )