i'm reminded of myself 10...15 years ago ( Read more... )

i am destroyed ( Read more... )

i think i can feel again....

last night was new years eve ( Read more... )

I'm almost certain that my birthday will be relatively forgotten tomorrow.

That is all.

what the fuck is wrong with me?
i don't even write anymore, yet i proclaim to every person who asks that all i want to do is write
does anyone even still read this?
i doubt it

barring any new developments, i'm about a day and a half from a nervous breakdown ( Read more... )

more and more i'm coming to the realization that i am going to die alone ( Read more... )

it has been some time ( Read more... )

more and more every day i wish that i were dead. do not be confused or scared or worried about me, though. i said i wished that i were dead, not that i wish to kill myself. there is a difference, i suppose. it isn't that i'm depressed or heart broken or have a shitty life or any of that woe is me garbage. i just don't want to go on living. i'm just ( Read more... )