My dad got fired from his job because some bitch does not know what she is talking about. I fucken hate her and she is so glad she does not know me because i would flip a shit. Damn bitch so ya him being fired sucks. But him being fired means i won't be able to see my "boyfriend" anymore. I really hate that because my dad was my only shot at seeing ( Read more... )

I posted this big long entry on June 29th and i made it for friends only and i have been thinking about if i want to re-post it and just do it as a entry for everyone to read because veary few people read my LJ i know of like 3 who do so idk if i should leave it as friends or just not worry about it and let everyone read it. Anyway, I am going to ( Read more... )

So ya i am starting to think i really dont want to go to silver bay. Well there are a few people i would really like to see but i will see most of them at the next PoHo and i will be seing rick at fall gathering so i dont know. I want to see George and Olivia and i only get to see them at silver bay but then there are alot of people who i really ( Read more... )

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Hey, I got home from Canada and my MP3 player had arived i am so happy it is a creative zen mirco my brother picked it out for me it is 5gb and black and it is really tiny i love it. Oh and canada was alright my favorite uncle is in the hospital b.c he is having hear surgry on monday. I am not to worried though and i get to go back to work tomorrow ( Read more... )

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Alright, besides for the whole cody thing i am happy. I got a summer job today. I get to babysit 3 amazing well behaved kids for 23 days this summer for $25 a day. I am so happy i did not have to look for a job someone from my church called and asked and i said sure. Thats some nice money for the summer for when i go off to college in KA. I am so ( Read more... )

Hey, So ya things new with me. Lets see. I went to PoHo earthsong that was fun. Besides for the whole Mir being mad at me for who knows and bry not talking to me because he is sick of me. oh well. I started cutting again like 3 weeks befor earthsong and stoped like 2 weeks ago. Cody tried to force me to have sex with him. Tomorrow is my last day of ( Read more... )

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So ok last tuesday i went home on the first bus which is a big deal because i never do that and then i biked back to the school with my friend Ryan to see Missa's track meet and ya i know i hate her but i am trying to be nice to her. Or at least i should say i was trying to be nice to her. So anyway i went and i cancelled riding for the night so i ( Read more... )