Breakup - Soliloquy

Who knew the most meaningful words I heard
from him, were the ones that would hurt me most?
he really loved me, this I was assured. 
In such little time we became so close.
But when push came to shove he wasn’t there.
I was left in the dark afraid and alone
I guess he truly didn’t really care
I waited and waited for him to phone.
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The worst feeling in the world is loving someone, who doesnt love you back. Even though the pain isnt worth going through, you love them either way. More than anything.

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.Ryan . I got the scoop, and it doesnt look so good..so good for you says:

lol your lovin the beatles tonight

.Ryan . I got the scoop, and it doesnt look so good..so good for you says:

thats a sign

.Ryan . I got the scoop, and it doesnt look so good..so good for you says:

that you should update

I definatly agree. Im go glad I have a friend like ( Read more... )

Today was like every other. Its so gay. Everyday everyone does the same thing!! ROBOTS I SWEAR!! HAHA ! jkz  woah am I ever bored. No homework tonight, ye bitch! haha!  Im going to do my english though, even though it isnt due untill friday. I like to be ahead of the game! ahha!

Alright, so Lazarek isnt that bad.. I guess.. So far. Shes just a real ( Read more... )

Alright, so my day goes as follows..

6 a.m - wake up, get dressed etc..
6 23 a.m - dad drove me to desirees... " got your shedule al? " .. " SHIT " .. " want me to turn around? ".. " yea.. let me out first " .. " you're too much "
So yea.. From about 6 30 till 7 15 I was at Des's talking and getting ready and.. straightening her hair. lol OO and ( Read more... )

Im definatly going to shit kick my dad. Hes so gay, ever since my friggen step mom moved out. ( Kellie says hi.. yes shes here. When ISNT she here? .. Not like im complaining, she's the coolest ).. Anyways. yea so. my dad = homo.

Last night was so funny, kellie came over at like 11.. And we just hung out and I look over and shes looking up DILDO'S ( Read more... )

Talkin away to Julie.. Jesus I love her! And Im DEFINATLY going to miss her to pieces next semester = (

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANE!! THE BIG ONE SIXXXX!! HAHA! I was the first one to say Happy Birthday. DONT BELIEV ME!? ASK HIM BITCH! lol

ps. will ryan hill = newest best bud

thats about it for now. sacred soon. wahoo.

(x)=yes ( )=no

Have you ever?
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) Seen a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
(  ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
(  ) kissed a stranger
(  ) given someone of the opposite sex a made up phone number
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a ( Read more... )

Woah, last time I updated was last year!  Hah! I dont even know what to say! ..

Well,
Mother moved out, she lives in bradford now. I dont see her often. Thats really sucks.. Semesters almost over! And Im at sacred soon! WAHHOOO!  Haha!

Things are kinda weird now, at home.. Since its just me and my dad =S but thats ok. Things will get back to normal ( Read more... )