Just really sad.. Wishing I had you. I will never understand why WE are the way WE are. I could of gave you the world, why didn't you feel it too? You will always be in my heart.  sadly. .You don't even deserve it either.

I wish things were different. I really thought we had something over summer. I wish I didn't want you.
will it ever stop? I wish I could love him like I do with you, but I can't.  I feel so wrong. No one knows.. I need you .

" :::: I FORGET ABOUT YOU, YOU START TO FADE AWAY, I STEP BACK AND BREATHE IN, YOUR SCENT IS STILL IN MY AIR, A PRISONER OF ( Read more... )

I love keith! AND BABYS ROOM IS ALMOST DONE!! YAY FOR ME :)

yes yes, its a boy, nathan william goodson is my son's name, im 22 weeks along which makes me 5 and a half months pregnant ( Read more... )

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IM severly depressed. AND UPSET. anything to cheer me up?

well well well

Ive been on my anti-depressant /anxiety pill lexapro for less than a week.. this is what happend.

I feel high all the time.  My body feels hyper and my muslces feel relaxed. I have a migraine and I dont want to eat because my stomache aches.. and im not that happy.. SO.. damn side effects need to QUIT. 
this is a great diet pill. so ( Read more... )

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IM INLOVE

wel well well... I always start off my entry that way.. lmao.. been doing it for an entire year.

let me update you all.

I started dating keith in august, we became close instantly and fell in love YES IN LOVE.  He gave me a gorgeous promise ring. It has alot of diamonds on it and boy, its beautiful, and what makes the ring sparkle so dang much ( Read more... )