This is all we know. Crummy cafeteria lunches and long lines at the nurse?s. The cliques and the bathroom monitors. Locker combinations and reeking gym shorts. This is all we know. We hate it. Even when we were done elementary school, we knew that come the first day back we?d be the same old class, just a new building. Now we?re dispersed. We hated ( Read more... )

Some nights I just want someone's arms to fall in to. I want someone to wrap their arms around me because they care. I need someone who enters a room and makes me feel safe. Sometimes you just need to hear that someone could actually want you; that someone needs you as much as you need them. Someone who will make me feel like it'll all be ok; ( Read more... )

I feel trapped. When I close my eyes I can see a nothingness. I see many things. I see a closeknit space that makes me clousterfobic. I see a black wall. A black floor. The shadow of where I know floor and wall ought to meet. I see no exit. I see an open feild with grass so green it could have rained only a moment ago. I see white cinder block ( Read more... )

Got the job at Pac Sun. Start tomorrow. Got the job at Chang's again. Start Friday. I will now be working non stop every day other than thursdays and saturdays during either after noon or night. Ahhh. Only til mid January though then the seasonal position at Pac Sun is finished and we'll see if I get offered full time. We'll see.
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So I pull up this page and what is the first thing I see? Why an advertisement that is sitting to my right on this lovely computer screen saying, BE A GOAT! with the picture of a goat. That has pretty much made my day.
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Smithbridge road one night. I think it was a Friday. Not that it matters. We were driving past the school and Dave was tearing through my ears. The silence between songs was deafening; that absense of sound that reminds you of life and the fact that you're not alone. Meghan had her arm out the window, waving up and down with the wind. I watched the ( Read more... )

Good things today: Finished my lit. analysis. Some of my friends stopped fighting. No math test today. I get to go see Meghan soon. I have avoided yet another day of presenting my history report. Mrs. Teague admitted that there is absolutly no point to the simplex method except to waste an entire page on one problem and give you a large headache.
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It's senior year. Everything was going great. Then people started fighting. But it'd be better by Monday after school. Until the weekend. But it always got better. Then things started to get bad. Then, this weekend... they blew up. And by blow up I mean had a large nuclear explosion that is slowly pulling everyone apart. I mean a huge fucking blow ( Read more... )

I'm in English class last period. I'm sooo bored! I'm sitting here talking to my boo Bobby Dingle about Rugby and Brit. Haha I can say that bc I know she doesn't read this.
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Meghan is mad at me. =( I hate it when people get mad at me. Ughhh worst feeling EVER. END OF CLASS!

We all know what happened on Friday night. So much drama! But other than that it was good haha. Freaking Rusty showing up at 2 am. Haha 'Salea... why are your pants down?' Gooooooooooooood night.
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So Arasapha on Sat night. Holy fuck that was scary. The hayride blew, but the motel scared me. =x EEP!!!!!! Haha. Worddddd.
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