drowning lessons..

[xjustlikesallyx]

fuck. it hurts more and more everytime i talk to him. i know this girl isn't going to work. i half wish it would, so he would be happy, but i just want her to be cynical and mean so he comes right back to me whining and crying like a little girl, because he knows i'm the only girl that will ever accept him like i will.
damn, i'm posessive.

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[le__unc0ol]

i'm kinda going through the same thing, only just as friends (as oppose to bf/gf). i was best friends with this guy for over a year. we were really really close. then the beginning of this year comes, and he ditches me completely and won't tell me why! lately he's been going to different girls (again, just as friends... weird?) to "replace" me (at least that's how it seems). he's on his 3rd right now. and i feel the same way you do; i just want him to realize how "perfect" (for lack of better words) we were, but i also want him to be happy. but then why do i have to be so depressed? =\

egh... guys suck =\

[xjustlikesallyx]

God, he pisses me off. It's just like I want to scream at him and be like "NO MATTER HOW MANY GIRLS YOU GO OUT WITH, I'M GOING TO BE THE ONLY ONE WHO WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SCREW YOURSELF OVER!" I don't know..he's amazing...he's everything I've ever wanted. His name is Alex, and he likes a girl named Alex. How ironically painful is that? geezus. We know everything about each other, and I know he doesn't hate me or anything, because he's always talking to me, and telling me personal stuff that he tells me not to tell anyone else. He described me as "spontaneous, rambunctious, compassionate, and understanding." the last two are soooo sweet. I couldn't believe it. I was like HOW can you NOT see this, Alex? God, if I can't have him, than I don't want anyone..

thanks for listening, doll. ♥

[molls589]

aww im so sorry <33 im in a community with you, add me love?

[xjustlikesallyx]

thanks sweetie.. i'll add you.
♥