today is my actual birthday. how nice.
im having a wicked day.

oh. just got some results back from my exams. i did really really well.. what the?
my party should be alright. didnt have time to get all the invites out.
so i just wasted the work phones money getting in contact with my mates.

i dont know if i should invite one person.
what to do..
im ( Read more... )

i'm having a party!!!

just got some bad news.
i am too  s a r c a s t i c.

i dont know what else to do.
going out on tuesday night instead of studying.
did no study.
going to fail.
had a BAD morning friday, but made up for it later on in the day. was fun. and enjoyable to say the least.
he got off work to see me. sweetie.
i have got in a bit of shit with this journal, because ( Read more... )

oh fucking hell.
i have done something wrong again.
what am i fucking doing wrong?

you say its because of my journal
then you say that its because i didnt get you anything for our nine months (because i have been busy)
then you say that its because i dont tell you precisely how i feel

god. im sorry!
i dont know what else to do.
i have exams so stop ( Read more... )

silly little bus driver.
"kate, what are you doing this weekend?"
"nothing. probably studying."
"i'm sure you would have some parties.. with the guys after you *sparkle in his eye*."
"whatever. *gets off bus* "
"bye kate."

*shudders*
oh god that is disturbing coming from a 50 year oooold man.
kill me please.

[lora] - arse.
cant be fucked going out tonight.
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so much homework.
how am i supposed to do it all?
im trying to get my priorities straight,
but its just not working.

talked to a guy on the net last night. a guy from my past.
we had a conversation about everything that happened in the history of 'us'.
what am i supposed to say about that?

you ruined me
everything you did made me weak in the knees and now ( Read more... )

got picked up from school. was a bit of a pity considering i missed out at ditching
rubish at the year tens heads and telling them to shut the fuck up. but it was good considering it was rossco.

i wish i had more confidence.
ross was a sweety.
hope he gets better though, it has been a bad spring time for everyone.
breakups going on, yet marriages ( Read more... )

didnt stay home. had a fight with the mother. ran out of the home
to the boy who i first loved. he held his arms open to me, and i respect him for that.

I AM NOT LEADING HIM ON

2 parties.
one was great.
other was a blow. he told me to come at about 1030.

as soon as i got there
everyone just stared. not talking to me.
probably thinking i am fucking with ( Read more... )

ok. sooo fucked off right now.
i cant deal with this shit anymore. i am way too stressed with everything.

romance.
exams.
friends.
he bought me a ring. said he loves me. what do i say to that?
he must have spent a fucking fortune. i dont know whether i can wear it anymore..
[do i still feel the same for him?]

just hung up on me. said something that i ( Read more... )

i think i am going to become a lesbian