oh my fucking god. I'm tired. I stayed up burning a bunch of cd's. I'm bored, horny, alone...oh my watch out now!haha

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Well. I haven't really updated about what i'v been up too lately so i'll do that now. Thurs-sat i was working. Sunday i went to Roanoke with Kelley and Ben. Went to an asian market. Which felt very wierd. Its been over a year since i'v been to an oriental market. brought back alot of memories. It felt good to be able to speak vietnamese again ( Read more... )

I was so tired yesterday i refused to go to school.lol I barely made it through work. Today i had to go. I got a packet done. I realize. The more i don't see him. The happier i start to get ( Read more... )

Well..... The only person that was used...was you. By Both them bitches. Not this bitch. Not anymore. Because it was all sex to me. But i don't need leftovers sorry.haha.


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I quit. I'm gonna see how long i can go without pot. wish me luck. I'm gonna need lotza alcohol. But....... I need to go without pot. For a while. I kinda doubt i'll actually go through with this. But at least i can give it a try.
I have to work. Today. Tomorrow.. and the day after tomorrow. -sighs- oh well. Gotta make that mula!

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So many decisions to make. Why so many? A part of growing up i guess. When you realize that you should make up your mind about what the fuck you want out of life. I'v been feeling so wierd lately. So lonely. A kind of loneliness not even my closess friends can fullfill. the kind of loneliness you can feel at a party with over 30 people ( Read more... )

-sighs- Marie is spending this weekend sober.....and horny. because marie's NOT having sex right now. I guess its a good thing though. i need to start taking better care of myself before i get really sick. I don't need all that right now. Last night work was a pain in my anus. It took forever for time to go by! and i had to show this new dumbass ( Read more... )

I want sex! Damn you. I need to stop. I need a boyfriend. That will be there whenever i feel this way. But go away when i want him too. Not this Single casual friends with Benefits thing. Because i never get what i want when i need it! Fuckers! All of you. Go to bed jackass! I don't need you anyway! i just need more batteries!

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