Well. Last night. I almost got fired...again. Because i guess i didn't clean up very good wednsday night. Well sorry. But it not like i wasn't in pain and couldn't piss all night. Fucker. anyways. I dropped the sauce..into steaming hot water. and it splashed ALL over me. I got the shit burnt out of me. especially my hand. It Stung like hell the ( Read more... )

Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way ( Read more... )

Your like a maggot
crawling underneath my skin.
An itch, that i keep scratching.
But you won't go away.-Me

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So far this weekend has been great. I've basically been getting drunk/ fucked up every fuckin day. its great. only thing is i haven't been taking my medicine.. so that i can drink and such. So far i've been ok i guess. i did get really bitchy after work friday at my grandma though. i felt real real bad afterwards. i love her. I would never want to ( Read more... )

Oh fuck. i got so wasted last night. I don't know if charity was as fucked up but i sure as hell was. I'm never drinking on Adderall again. my fuckin heart/chest started hurting and shit. I was all buzzed out tryin to walk to the living room, then i passed out on the couch. I remember Greg covering me up with a blanket. That was so nice of him. I ( Read more... )

ugh. skool was horrible. i didn't take my medicine.. and i just felt like some depressed suicidal kid. i know i'm not that stupid. but thats how i felt most of the morning. Someone told me something today. that kind of bothers me. Imagine hearing a guy you actually sorta like called you a dirty over the summer. But whatever. i'm just gonna pretend ( Read more... )

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have something to say to someone. What are you fucking waiting for?? and this song is so great.
Lets see. lots has happened since the last time i updated.
i'll keep it short.

Thursday: I hate it when people get on other peoples s/n and don't tell you it them. I kind of had a feeling. but i was bored. so i came over anyway. Embarrassing moments i'd ( Read more... )

Get Gone ( Read more... )

fuck the world. its annoying when people tell me about others talkin shit about me. If i really cared.. i would have already found out. If i'm trying to get with some one and be friends because he's the only other guy i like. Then fuck off i don't give two flying shits about what he's said. what i don't fuckin know can't hurt me right? As long as i ( Read more... )