my whole family has had a stomach bug.  My aunt had it, it went all through my cousins family on christmas eve and christmas, then my dad got it the day after xmas, then my mom got it today.   So...do I stay to take care of her...or  find things to do away from home, so I don't catch it?  I think I'll leave.

day. I'm the only one who hasn't had it.

I can't figure out if I feel non-existant, or aware of my existance. I know, that sounds like something you'd think I would just feel one way or the other about, but...I just can't figure it out.  Most times, I'll have a moment where all of a sudden I become incredibly aware of my existance, in the world, and in the universe. And I always get this ( Read more... )

I lack inspiration.

aw, I want a boy! lol. I don't want a boyfriend because...I don't like break ups and I don't want to bother getting involved in any big commitment my senior year. I don't want to go to college with a boyfriend, for sure. haha. But I talk to rose, and alicia about cute boy things and now I want one! haha. I just want a really good friend, that's a ( Read more... )

 Why am I feeling like this? Sometimes I'm fine. But most of the time, I feel so lonely. I wish I had friends to hang out with after school...like on the weekends. I have no one. The only time I have something to do is when Katie comes home. Other then that, I work, do homework, and then i go on computer, or do stuff in my room. I hate crying. I ( Read more... )

so i guess everything's ok.....

UUUggggghhhhhhh Sometimes I just can not stand boys! (ie: john green.) GAAAHHHRRRRR ( Read more... )

aww. this is cute.

How You Are In Love
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How is it possibly september 1st already? Where did the summer go?! It definately went by faster this year than ever before. Probably because it was absolutely awesome. I never even had a chance to get bored this summer. Usually I have atleast a week to chill and be bored out of my mind, which is nice because I feel really rejuvinated after that ( Read more... )

heh i was just readin people's journals and dad comes over like "what's this you got here. life journal? oh live journal? some sort of blog thing? oh hm"  lol i hate it when parents look over shoulders and watch what I'm doing.

jeez i never update. I got too much stuff to be doing to take the time to update. pluss i write 5 page long entries in my ( Read more... )