uhm.
i dont like how things are going right now.
i hate being back in school.
my dad got his job in mississippi.
but i dont think anything is happeneing right now with me and my mom.
i miss a lot of people.
emily especially.
i like someone.
its hard.
bc i dont trust guys.
i want to curl into a ball and hybernate for the rest of my life.
bye.

hmmm...first update in quite sometimes. it's been weeks...or at least it feels that way ( Read more... )

to be honest there's so many ppl that i love and care about.
it's funny when ppl get on my bad side.
sometimes i just wanna fucking hit girls and guys in the mouth!!!!!!!!
<3peace fags

going to orlando today to a show and to hang w/ emily, then we're coming back here...it excites me to be able to spend 3 or so days w/ emily!!!!!!!!!!!!

well i woke entirely wayy too early.it's ok though my mom and i are gonna go get some breakfast=]
anyways yesterday was a not so bad day.one of the better days i've had.lol
besides the fact that i broke down today to my mom about missing my best friend. that wasn't so good...but it shows i care...and i do...A LOT! i miss you EMILY.<3 ( Read more... )

sometimes i get so stressed out that i just need to stop and think for a bit. geeze...it's kinda like of like a never ending story...my life just never slows down, not even a tad bit. so many things pass me by, and most likely i don't even see them go.i really miss my best friend emily, she's sooo far away. a lot of things are so far away. i'm ( Read more... )

hmmm where to start. oh i have something to talk about...actcually a few things to mention ( Read more... )

i have an amazing person that just wants to be with me every second. it feels nice. i havent had it in a while ( Read more... )

so theres been a lot of crap going on with me and im just now figuring out how to deal with it and how to go upon livng like everything is okay ( Read more... )

today was pretty good. didnt really have any work in school...and it was my dad's birthday. i wrote him a letter telling him how much he meant to me and how much i love him.he started to cry. i felt so good bc i know i have a wonderful dad.i came home from school and baked my dad a cake and gave him his bday gift and card. he had an expression so ( Read more... )