im not going to go on and on ( Read more... )

my best friend doesnt really feel like my best friend anymore. we've been apart wayy too long man. i hope to see her over my spring break.idk.i feel somewhat heart broken.things are hard.

im really confused about a lot. my general feelings ( Read more... )

you sometimes things feel weird.i dont get why i dwell on certain subjects as much as i do. it sucks bc then i end up paranoid. blah. you know that weird feeling you get inside. not necessarily a good feeling. but...that one feeling of you slightly feel disapointed and you dont feel the need to share how your really felling inside so you bust out ( Read more... )

i fell for him.really.i didnt plan on it. he's the type of guy that i look at as he'd play me. from the FIRST time i met him. now we are like...together.it's weird. orlando-palmbay=hard. especially since i'm the only one making the effort to go there...but its straight for now. its just going to completely break my heart when i leave in may if we' ( Read more... )

so i've had a little bit of confusion in my head lately. i dont care to share it. but my heart is uhm....confused. i feel a little diff. about some things. blah

talk about feeling...LONELY. yeah thats me. right now. i feel more lonely then ever. no best friend to just come over and talk to me like i'd want. but i know she's only a phone call away. well... i just hate how i feel sometimes. it's redicuolous. i hate it. i get so involved with feelings. why? why do i do that to myself? why do i let myself get ( Read more... )

its just...
i like talking to him.
he's so nice.
and we have so much in common.
he makes me laugh.
he's so cute.
says the cutest things too.
lives far away.
grrr.
just my luck right?

so my dad walks in the computer room tonight.says katie i got the job in mississippi.i was like...and?and when the 2nd week of feb. finally comes...i'm going to start traveling ( Read more... )

idk...i feel weird.lol.he's so cute.

it's so unfamiliar of the way's people always seem to come & go. to develop & then out of nowhere disappear. i think it's so obvious when there are certain feelings within two people, but so hard to understand exactly what the meaning is for sure.

i'd have to say for the first time in a long time, i am not sure what my feelings are. so many mixed. ( Read more... )