I decided this weekend would be a great time to get the heck away from the school atmosphere and visit my cousin in New Jersey. I know, I know. Not the greatest location, but the company is fantastic. My cousin and her boyfriend are supremely wonderful people. Kate and Craig always welcome me into their house with open arms, and I couldn't be more ( Read more... )

 Goodness. When I said that Thursday would piss me off, I was right. That was such a lame day, but I'm glad it's over. All in all, I guess it could've gone waaaay worse. I had two tests and I think that I did terrible on both of them; lets hope that I'm wrong. Even if I did do badly, I don't think (yet) that I'm in danger of failing or anything. I  ( Read more... )

Things in my life finally seem to be settling down and generally improving. Spring break is getting nearer and nearer and all I want is to be home hugging my mom, stepdad, and sister. The only problem is next week. I really hope I can get through it; there's no real reason as to why I couldn't...I have the endurance, I just need the motivation. I ( Read more... )

 Happy news: my sickness seems to be coming to a close. God, what a rough week, and it's all because of this. I swear, this week alone wouldn't have been any different than the other weeks (same amount of rape and more) but because I'm sick, I felt so helpless. I cried twice (record for me), nearly lost control of all six of my classes, and didn't ( Read more... )

So today's been less Hell-like than I thought it would be. Rising from the dead this morning was quite a feat, but I'm so glad I persevered and made it through the roughest part of my day- the first three classes (which are in a row ( Read more... )

 Oh, yeah. I went there...

I'm sick. Seriously. I fucking hate it. There's nothing more to say. 

So, I honestly have no idea where my life is headed right now ( Read more... )

 A haiku to describe my weekend so far:
Went to New Jersey
My dad took me to a bar
Then he drove home drunk

GET ME OUT OF HERE. 

Heath Ledger is dead
Dark Knight was a good movie
Why so serious? 

 What a crazy conundrum I'm dealing with these days. Too many people, too many feelings, I'm so confused in it all; honestly. At this point, hell.fucking.yes I'm counting down until Spring Break. I need to get the fuck away from these feelings, and I need to get back to my family. I need to get back to my Thomas, my Mark, my Caitland, etc. I need ( Read more... )