the worst feeling in the world is to feel something for someone, and not get those feelings returned. whether it be a friend who you thought you were closer to, or a boy you thought cared about you. Why does what other people think, and where you stand with other people dictate how you feel about yourself ( Read more... )

you know how sometimes you just can't express what you are thinking? either because you yourself can't figure out what is going on, or that no one would understand, or would just judge you without really listening. wow. how i wish i could just get everything out that i wanted to say. there is so much that i just can't say. there is so little ( Read more... )

wow i haven't posted anything in so long i don't know where to start. so i'm just going to start with today. a new beginning of sorts ( Read more... )

how can people be so content with just sitting in their own towns, their own space and never feel urged to go and see other things?!?! All i ever think about is where i wanna go, and what i wanna see next. i save money simply for money to take me places ( Read more... )

so I'm going into internal affairs, so now all my classes are easier to pick now that i know exactly what i wanna go into after my "street cop" years. I'll be investigating dirty cops, which is what i've been complaining about my whole life, so now i'll have the chance to do somethign about it ( Read more... )

-i've become completely obsessed with LOST again, and it's consuming my every thought ( Read more... )

i would like to point out a few things that have been bothering me tonight ( Read more... )

so, andy and i moved out of the ghetto, into a MUCH better apartment, we are probably going to be sued for breaking out lease, but i don't care at all ( Read more... )

so. too much homework for it only to be the second week of school. it stresses me out with work, and school, and things i wanna do...i need to learn to balance my time more effectively ( Read more... )

first day of classes for me yesterday. it was pretty neat. I LOVE seeing everyone as i'm walking to class, although the walks are long and hot...seeing everyone on the way makes it all better ( Read more... )