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There is something very, very wrong with me. I finally snapped, I think. I was never very good at predicting my emotions, but I have always been good at following them....for some reason, I can't even do that anymore. I'm sick to my stomach over the fact that I hate myself so much. I don't know what to do anymore. I was stable for a few weeks...but ( Read more... )

I will never forget how good it feels.My brain is sending me in a zillion different directions at once and I really do not know what I should do. I feel sick to my stomach 99.9% of the time because I really do hate myself. I just want to stop everything where it is. I do not want to feel like shit all the time again. I want to be better. I was ( Read more... )

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Yeah. So, do you remember that thing at the playground that was pretty much a big circle with bars on it and all you did was hold on while someone spun it and you just spun in circles and watched the whole park whiz by? Yeah, well that is kind of what I feel like right now. I mean, don't get me wrong...I could do this forever. I may be watching ( Read more... )

Best day in a very, very long time.

I woke up in the sunrise. Light was all around me and I felt as calm as a newborn baby in her mother's arms. It was a moment of enlightenment. It was a moment of truth. It was the moment that I realized nothing would ever be as important as what I am about to say. Pay careful attention to my words, for they will be the best advice you ever get. ( Read more... )

I should be doing my drivers ed article, since I have to leave in a little bit, but I just don't feel like doing it at the moment ( Read more... )

Ok, so I kind of had an emotional breakdown on Monday. It's a wonder I was able to get through it in one piece. I wasn't sure why I broke down the way I did...I was like, crying at the drop of a hat and it seemed as if it was for no reason. When I told Dr. Byrnes about it today, we kind of figured out what was going on. There are so many things ( Read more... )