I try to do what is right and what is good and I feel like life just takes a shit on me. I'd like to be happy and content at least once in my existence on Earth.
my life is fucked up. too many weird feelings...as much as I'll miss it and the people here...(including a few specific people)....i need to get out of this town.
I have made a huge mistake. Opportunity to make things right or try, and I ignore it. I play it safe just like always. What I should have said stayed bottled up and came out in tears on my pillow. I can try to fix this messed up situation, but I struggle to find courage and the words. I'm doomed to be alone, because of my own destruction.
currently, life is frustrating. I have good days, but they are usually followed by at least one day of sorrow. I can't help but feel sad about many things in my life. I have a lot of "friends" who do not act like they yare my friends. I have some friends who are amazing, but certain others fail me.
This summer has been a great one for going to shows. I've seen so many bands that I've always wanted to see and a lot of other bands as well
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