i beg of everyone...PLEASE leave the problems that mike and I face, between mike and I.

I FOUND MY JOURNAL!!!!

so this is how I feel...

Mike has officially turned into an empty voice on the other end of a phoneline.

he asks me to call as much as i can...and coinsidentally...he's NEVER home.

so forget that.

AND, mike knows i hate smoking, and he promised me he quit...

he was spotted by several of my friends practically eating salems.

AND, "ashleigh, i love ( Read more... )

3rd block...im supposed to be working on a power point, but God, if i haven't done like 50 of them for this class already.

i can't concentrate today anyways....

yesterday was one of the best days, and tonight will be too!  i can't stop thinking about it.

im soo....anxious/excited.

Steven started talking to me again today, Im kind of hesitant on ( Read more... )

.:sigh:.
the 4th anniversary of my fathers death.

xoxo
i miss you daddy.

xXx
ashleigh

today was swell..

it's also my grandma's b-day!   happy birthday granny!  heart.heart.heart.

ive had a GRAND week.

im painting a picture, it's quite pretty.  first time ive ever painted when i wasn't depressed and it came out nice.

work shall be grand tonight, i get to close with michael  :)

he's a wonderful friend.

i tured in my Ofrenda today, ( Read more... )

Happy BIRTHDAY Devon!!

today, i decided to have an outting with my mom.  It was splended.

we both work ALL the time and rarely see eachother, and we both had the night off...so we went shopping and to a movie.  we saw "The Grudge"

OOOOOHH MAN! was it scary....

the BOY i like(d)  isn't really what I ( Read more... )

HOLY CHRIST ON A FREAKIN' CRACKER!!!

if something doesn't go right for me soon im gonna...ugh, i dunno!

I talked to Devon today, that was absolutely splended.

we talked for nearly an hour and a half.

i didn't realize how much i like him, and care about him until I talked to him again.  All the feelings i had just rushed back to me.

It was great.  Devon was always my closest friend, i went to him with all my problems, and whenever i needed someone ( Read more... )

so i was heated in my last entry...what ev.   im better now

the last few days have been just grand.  so screw everyone and their pessimistic ways.

I'm utterly recovered.

i saw an old friend today                                  that was lovely, i

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